My God stuff thinkings

He (God) stunned me just yesterday with recognizing how close He is to us if we believe.

I sat alone and said, “Hi, Jesus.”

In an instant I knew He was listening. Then wham – He reminded me that He is the same Jesus who the disciples said ‘Hi’ to. A mental bridge built between the two and one moment later another bridge rose high, arching over the Old Testament and beginning before the creation of the world! It is the same Jesus!

By now I had goosebumps and awe all over my face. It is so strange how we can know this stuff and yet miss a certain glimpse. It seems that at every angle He is showing off His radiance and design. He is so close. We distance Him through busy distractions and self-preservation feelings. We beg for His presence when it is our minds and choices which get in the way. Be still.


Listening to an interview online afterwards, the speaker rammed home another point which combed out the last of my recent holdouts from God. The point made was that when we suffer from anxiety and worry, we are being atheists. This might sound a little harsh, but the point is valid. I had been entertaining atheistic thoughts every time I tried to take control of my life happenings.

The book…

My time…

My family…

Every worry was similar to saying, “There is no God who can help with this.” Even when I asked, which I did, I would take it back again and not truly believe that there was a God capable and desirous of stepping in. How wrong could a person be!!!!!

He is more than capable and He can help my unbelief. We can know what He wants. He makes Himself more than clear! He is more precious than anything!!!! I love Him so much.


I have sooooo much to learn. The Book of Told is my preaching to myself more than anything. It is my grasping the whole and reinforcing the fragments of God in my mind. Jesus. I love you.

Latest comments

08.10 | 03:59

Kylie, I would be delighted to have my name as a side character in your next book. I am telling anyone who will listen that they too must read The Book of Told.

08.10 | 03:42

Thank you SOOO much, Carol, for your encouragement! I would love to use your name as a side character in the prequel! Much blessings to you!

08.10 | 02:43

For the first time in many years I have found a book that I didn't want to put down. I wanted to just continue reading to find out where the story was going.

05.10 | 18:11

so so nice